Friday, December 25, 2009

Thanks!!!

AHEM!.. THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME BeFORE AND DURING AND AFTER MY BIRTHDAY!! HUGGIES!!! sooo happy ^^

BEFORE!! ( SMSES )
* Aaron Lou! ( 21st Dec..10.51 a.m. )
* Natalie Tan ( 21st Dec...11.40 p.m )

DURING ( SMSES )
* Wen Jiat ( 12.16 a.m. )
* Jasmine ( 12.55.a.m )
* Choon Wei ( 6.36 a.m...came from aus!!Thanks for rememberin..hugs )
* Ray ( 9.02 a.m )
* Mun Kitt ( 12.53 p.m )
* Aaron Lou AGAIN ^^ ( 2.23 p.m. )
* Ian!!!! ( 3.13 p.m )
* Shien Ni ( 3.26 p.m )
* Crystal Loh ( 8.12 p.m )
* Maybelle and Kenneth ( 9.46 p.m )
* May Ling (10.58 p.m. )
* Debbie, Eunice, Pauline and Family ( 11.05 p.m )

DURING ( Call )
* JEANNETTE!! hearts you! ( She called at 2.22 p.m.!!  )
* Adele and Dionne ( sorry i could not answer!! but thanks kids!! MUAX )

DURING ( face to face )
* Su Vian
* Su Ming
* Mummy!
* Papa!!

DURING ( Facebook )
* Sam!
* Lydia
* Marrisa
* Daryll
* Shen Jian
* Edmund
* David
* Chee Hong
* Huai Poh
* Sarah
* Miu Shan
* Winnie
* Sonia
* Mae
* Ben-ee
* Wilson Chew
* Ling ling!
* Dionne
* Kerry
* Josie
* Dewgem
* Vivian Tay
* Yih Ling
* Shien Ni
* Adele
* Debbie
* Rachel
* Pauline
* Alex Yee

AFTER ( facebook )
* Ge-ee and Sa-ee
* Kelly Ping

THANKS EVERYONE!! Muaxxxx!! sooo happie!!! SQUEEEEK!! Your wishes really make me happy since I was sick and quite sick and I could only see the facebook messages later on when I got to use to laptop as I was in Penang on holiday ^^ yeah...having bad food poisoning on your birthday and holiday is not what you would want... take my word for it ^^~ THANKS again guys!! love you all!!

HUGGIES from the EVER GRATEFUL!!
:+: Su_mEi:+:

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Welcome to da FAMILY!!

Bought a dog today~~
WHEEE!!
 I mean seriously... I bought a doggie!!! It is a hound..ngeh ngeh
It is very furry and huggable!!
 I LOVE IT!!
It's name is....
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COOZEES!!!
Originally it was Cozees but Coo. sounds nicer than Co. so it became
COOZEES!!
It is a dog so don't get mad it you thought it was a real dog~~


" I am actually a hot and cold doggie pack! There is a pack of beans in me that you can put in the freezer or microwave to heat or cool it~ Then you put it in a plastic bag and put it back in me tummy~ Then all you gotta do it HUG ME!! I am cute, innocent and soo huggable!! So HUG ME!! " says Coozees~

I saw it at Book Xcess when I went there today~ Bought more books again ^^ As we were about to pay and go off, Su Ming, my 2nd sister saw it and in a box and took it out...We were saying how cute it was when Jaclynn told us that it was a cold and hot doggie pack ( or at least I call it that )

Mummy thought it would be useful for me who usually gets bad period pains~ So Mummy bought for only RM 29.90!!

So WELCOME TO DA FAMILY, COOZEES!! MUAXX!!



huggies!!
:+:Su_mEi:+:

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

F-R-E-E!!!

I am FREE!!
Oh My GOSH!!!!!
I can't believe it!!
WOOOOHOOOO!!!

* the scenery in my mind~~ *

OOOO YEAH BABY!!
Exam is Buh bye~
I feel so LAZY...
Yet I feel so HIGH!!

No more boring books!!
No more ugly uniforms!!
No more catching crooks!! ( prefect ma~ )
No more filling forms!!

I am FREE!! FREE!! FREE!!
No more behind bars!!
I am HAPPY!! HAPPY!! HAPPY!!
I'm jumping up and down!!

I am now so crazy~
I cannot even rhyme...
But who says poems are perfect?
Not me of course, DUH!

I am just so happy~
My mind just goes blank!
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I told you my mind is blank!!

HUGGIES
:+:Su_mEi:+:





Monday, December 7, 2009

Eternal Snow





How long has it been since I fell in love with you?
Kimi wo suki ni natte Dorekurai tatsu no kaNA?
My feelings only increase
Kimochi Fukurande yuku bakari de
Will you notice them
Kimi wa Kono omoi kidzuiteiru no kana?
Even though I've never once put them into words?
Ichido mo kotoba ni wa Shitenai kedo



Like the snow, they just
Yuki no youni Tada shizukani
Quietly keep accumulating
Furitsumori Tsudzukete yuku


Hold me tight- if this is how it feels
Hold me tight Konna omoi nara
I didn't want to know
Dareka wo suki ni naru kimochi
What it was like to be in love with someone
Shiritaku Nakatta yo
I love you- my tears won't stop
I love you Namida tomaranai
And so I wish
Konnan ja Kimi no koto
That I had never met you
Shirazuni ireba Yokatta yo


How long will I be thinking of you?
Kimi wo itsumade omotteiru no kaNA?
 My sighs fogged up the window glass
Tameiki ga mado GARASU(Glass) Kumoraseta


Can a candle flame
Yureru kokoro Tomosu KYANDORU(Candle) de
 Still melt my trembling heart?
Ima Tokashite Yukenai kaNA?


Hold me tight, tight enough to break me
Hold me tight Oreru hodo tsuyoku
 So that even in an icy wind or a blizzard
Kogarashi Fubuki ni deatte mo
I won't feel cold
Samukunai youni to
I miss you- every time I think of you 
I miss you Kimi wo omou tabi
 Tonight, too, I hold
Amikake no Kono MAFURAA(Muffler)
This half-finished muffler, all alone 
Konya mo hitori Dakishimeru yo


If there was an eternally falling snow
Eien ni furu yukiga aru nara
Could it hide my feelings for you? 
Kimi he to tsudzuku kono omoi Kakuseru no kaNA?


Hold me tight- if this is how it feels
Hold me tight Konna omoi nara
 I didn't want to know
Dareka wo suki ni naru kimochi
 What it was like to be in love with someone
Shiritaku Nakatta yo
I love you- the feeling wells up in my chest
I love you Mune ni komiageru
I want to shout to the wintery sky 
Fuyuzora ni sakebitai
"I want to see you right now" 
Ima sugu kimi ni Aitai yo


Huggies
:+:Su_mEi:+:



Tuesday, December 1, 2009

New Moon...

3 comments...
The book was good!!
The movie was ok!!
But Rob. Pattinson (r.b.) was so not ok.....
oh and 1 more...
Jacob Black or Taylor Lautner was nice~~~ ^^
I still don't see why girls can go GOO GOO GAGA about RB =.=..PUHHHLEEZZZ!! If you want to go goo goo gaga about some guy from the show... Jacob Black or again Taylor Lautner is soooo much way way better than RB!!
I go team Jacob...No way will I go for team Edward...ewwwwww...
Anywayz...I went to watch the movie yesterday with my 1st sister and mummy~ Went to GSC, Tropicana City cause well, hardly anyone goes there.. smart right..sure can get ticket...
The starting was quite boring... no action..juz lovey dovey between ugh..
Bella ( hey there is no ughs from me to her ) and Edward ( ugh to you )
Then blablabla he says he ( edward ) says he is not good for her ( bella ) and stuff and byebye and cry cry cry and ultra moody and blablabla
The YES! Jacob comes into the picture and whoa yeah..he got huge muscles..huge..
Bella acts stupid and tries to get herself in danger and stuff
Just when Jacob was getting closer to Bella...UGH comes back into the picture...
Well.. I guess most of you know what happened next anywayz... I rate the show...
6 or 7 out of 10.. hey thats NOT BAD OK!!
But... hoping that Percy Jackson and the Olympians - The lightning thief will get at least at 9 out of 10 for me... The book is really great..><>
2 more subjects to go for SPM!! And BUH BYE!! to boring subjects..sciences and etc... ^^~~
Can't wait to start working with Jean for 5 days right after chem. paper~~~ WHEEE~ RM250 for 5 days.. and only 3 hrs per day... not bad offer right! I need to money anyway... For dance and to go shopping and for savings and etc~ ^^ WHEEE~~
HUGGIES~~
:+:Su_mEi:+:

Sunday, November 29, 2009

The rush!!!

THE MOVIE IS COMING OUT!! OMG!!!!!
I CAN"T FREAKING WAIT FOR IT!!
By hook or crook...I will come back on that weekend to watch!!!
AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
FEB 11 It shall be released!! WAKAKAKA!!!
Logan Lerman - Percy Jackson ( main )
p.s...he is my age..

Alexandra Daddario - Annabeth Chase ( can consider main girl?? )

Brandon T. Jackson - Grover Underwood ( the Satyr and Percy's best friend )

Jake Abel - Luke ( the "friend" )

Who doesn't know him la..
Pierce Brosnan - Chiron ( the Centaur!! )

Kevin McKidd - Poseidon ( the Sea god~~ )
The actors and actresses are quite ok~ non ugly i guess??~
OMG! I can't wait!!
Read the books if you love greek mythology!!
Book 1 : The lightning thief
Book 2 : The sea of monsters
Book 3 : The titan's curse
Book 4 : The Labyrinth
Book 5 : The last olympian
I can't wait!!
HUGGIESSSS!!
:+:Su_mEi:+:

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Determined!

Kuala Kubu Baru... thats where I am going for NS... well... was hoping for Sabah or Sarawak but too bad..=.=..got the first batch so not so bad la~~
huggies
:+:Su_mEi:+:

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Bookies~ I love ya!

My box~ well... at least it became this full in like half and hour I think..~~
Added another 10++ books after I took this picture~
My Heaven~~
The books in there are suited for both children and teens..
If you expect kids to read some of the books in there...they gotta be geniuses!!
wakakaka~


A small portion of the kids books!!
The room in too big for me to fit into a picture...




A few random novels I bought.. FOR NOW!
I recomend "the fire thief" by Terry Deary for those who love Greek stories and enjoyed the Horrible History series! Just started reading... it is a trilogy.. looking out for the other 2 book ( published already )



A series I bought!! Managed to get all hard cover!!
The blue book is the first.. a 3 in 1 book! followed by the brown..green and final, purple book!!
Can't wait to start reading it!!

I got a couple more series book but for now I will show you these...
Sorry that they are so blur.. used my phone to take photos!
But..
ngeh negh...
you haven't seen my new dragon egg added to my collection of dragons!
I just love dragon!
Dragons and dragonflies! wakakakaka!!
Got more books on dragons and pirates to try to complete my Oology series!
Got i think almost every book published under oology but spylogy.. not interested in spies...
LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING THEM!!!
while I look forward to my 2nd and 3rd trip to the sale...
*squeek!!!*

huggies forever~
:+:Su_mEi:+:




Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Big Bad Wolf Book Sale is BACKIE!! WOOOOHOOO!!



WOOOOOOHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
The Big Bad Wolfie is Backie Wackie~~~




See diligent people sorting out over 200++++ pallets of BOOOKIESS!
OMG!! I can't wait to put my hands on those books!!
*droooooolll*


Books are OUT!!!
Book priview for *ahem* VIP ppl!! or special ppl ( like me~ )
was held today ( wednesday ) from 6 evening till 9~~
p.s. was there the whole 3 hrs~~

My mum ( very little ), Su Vian ( 1st sis ) and I... managed... to..spend...
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RM 825.00!!!

we only had 3 hours so we couldn't look through all the books...

But!! If you feel shocked about how much I spent... well..

another mother and daughter couple ( amo-lang )..

spent... RM.... 1742.00!!!!!

Now that is ALOT!! Come on.. it wouold take me like what...2 days to buy that much book!

But enough talking!

EVERYBODY OUT THERE!! Go and visit this sale! Books you buy outside at RM 50 can only be RM 8 at the sale.. you will regret if you don't go!

Don't tell me I did not warn you~

Will be posting tomorrow some of the books I got~

Look forward to it~

HUGGIES!!!

:+:Su_mEI:+:

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Fully Booked!

Sigh..Paradise Sandy Beach Resort FULLY BOOKED!! Searching for another place now...T.T...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

My anime craze~~~

D. GRAY-MAN!!!!

Without any thought... My fav character is...



* SQUEEKKKK* I LOVE KANDA YU!!


MY FAV CHARACTER!!


HUGGIIEEESSS~~~

ONE PIECE!!!


can't decide which will be my fav. guy character....

Ussop...Franky...Luffy...Brook is OUT!!!!
Left Sanji~ and Zoro~ ^^ which one which one~~

Chopper is not counted...

Sanji~ or Zoro~

cannot decide XD

huggies~~~
:+:Su_mEi:+:

Destination Decided!

Penang.... HERE WE COME!!
From the 21st till 23rd of December...
My family and I will be enjoying scrumptious penang sea food~
WHEEE~~~
My dad asked me to search for a hotel today...
and of course...
I was looking all the 5 star hotels in Penang...ngeh ngeh ^^
I suggested places like Shangri-la's Rasa Sayang Beach Resort which is at Batu Feringgi ^^
But...Papa says...NOOO!! Too far out! Lazy drive... + expensive....
He is more lazy to drive than to take out money from his wallet...
Well... less energy qua...
So I searched all the 5 star hotels and most of them were at Batu Feringgi or further so
I GAVE UP!!
I searched for the next best which would be 4 stars and I got...
TADA!!
PARADISE SANDY BEACH RESORT!!


It looks quite sucky but insides are quite nice... ^^

Couldn't get nice pictures of the beach so I got the pool~
Not bad la for a 4 star hotel...

Looking forward to SEA...SUN...SWEAT!! hehe ^^
could get a nice tan too..^^ BEACH!!! SEA FOOD!!
CAN"T WAIT TILL THIS BLASTED SPM IS OVER!!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
huggies~
:+:Su_mEi:+:


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Updates?

Wah.... I haven't touched my bloggie since like Halloween...@_@
Anywayz, been studying for SPM in SCHOOL~
Been watching anime and reading manga at HOME~
Very balanced, right? cause....
All work and no play spoils the... broth?
I dunno... I think I got that quote from an archie comic book...
Oh well ^^~~~
I think the subjects I am most worried about is Sejarah and Additional Maths!
UGH!! Won't fail em... but... to get a credit and above...
emmm... hehe??
This Saturday I will be leaving for Muar, Johor!
2nd Muar International Dance Competition!!
I know I should be studying but it is going to be my last competition till after NS...
If I get first batch that is...@_@
People out there...
Please pray for me ><
I seriously lack practice and I need your prayer ^^
Much appreciated ^^
phew... ok...since I skipped school today..
I gotta study at home... @_@
See ya later ~~
:+:Su_mEi:+:

Saturday, October 31, 2009

boooooo~~

:+: HaPpY HaLLoWeeN :+:

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Holidays = show time!!


More holidays just finished! According to Ms. Wendy it seems that my class took a super lot of holidays this year~ Due to H1N1 stuff ^^


I managed to watch 2 seasons of Gundam 00 in 2 days!! I don't really fancy mecha but gundam is nice ^^~~ The idea of creating a world with the people united as 1... How we wish we could go to that direction... Removing the process of getting there which is fighting against war with force... meaning forcing the people to stop fighting by going against the 2 warring sides~ Lotsa people died =D and I don't think we would want that~


But Gundam takes place in I think the year 2307... man already built railway stations to outer space~ SO FREAKING COOL!! Imagine riding a train to outer space..aaaaaaaa.... sad we're gonna miss such a nice thing cuz well.. tell me who is gonna be alive in 2307 la~ haih... but cars were not flying at that time... but schools were all laptop base and lots more!! Hearts technology~


I plan to watch finish gossip girls season 1, 2 & 3, Heroes season 3 & 4, Code Geass 1 and 2, zero no tsukaima 1,2 & 3, True Tears, and etc~~ AAA!! Waiting for my pet bro to give me One Piece too~~ WHEEE~~~~~~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Spiritual~

Went to church...
Learnt something new~~~
Spiritual
The Chinese word spiritual comes from the word lamb and me~ Why??


lamb
Jesus that sacrificed himself on the cross is the lamb~


Me


Meaning us... This means without God, the lamb, we will achieve spirituality ^^ Chinese people actually came up with such a thing ^^ didn't know ^^ well...what to do, I am after all a
B-A-N-A-N-A...haih
Anywayz, I'll be going to church more often now ^^ sad that I'll be late for youth every time but better late than never~
Didn't know that I haven't gone to church for so long... everyone is like "loooong time no see le" to me...=.=" and I guess I really missed everyone...
SOOOO HAPPY TO SEE EVERYONE!! sobs sobs T.T

Monday, October 12, 2009

Choices~

^-^
I guess I have more or less decided la~~
I will most likely study Foundation in Arts at HELP Uni~
Followed by Mass Comm to do Event Management~
My criteria for my career ( in order of importance ) is like:-
Family - 30%
Pay - 27%
Changing Enironment - 20%
Ability to Travel - 9%
Working hours - 8%
Stress - 6%
The PROs of Event management would be :-
~> It is a new and growing course
~> There is an average amount of job available
~> The environment will always change depending on the event
~> A lot of travelling
~> Quite a good pay
~> etc
The CONs of Event management would be :-
~> Lack of time spent with family and friends
~> Large amountevents of stress during major
~> Not of 9-5 job
~> etc
To me family is really important so it kinda makes me wanna rethink about taking this course... Cause I wanna be with my family now and when I have my own family I would lagi wanna be with them... But I think that a lot of jobs out there are also lidat... And those people still manage to spend time with their family so I think that if I put enough effort to spend time with my family I would be able to be with them while taking up this career ^^
Plus, if I travel a lot I wouldn't be able to compete in dance cause I would always be not around and I can't have a partner... But on the other hand, to do well in dance we also need to gain knowledge from other places so I guess travelling will help with dance in a way ^^~~
Money is a big problem in life... I mean there is so many things I want to do like learn the flute and violin, do dancing as my career and lots more but $$$$$ needed... so instead of being down, I wanna earn as much money as I can so that when my children want to learn something I can support them all the way~~
Imagine working behind the desk everyday counting money, or typing on the computer, or talking to lab apparatus everyday.... I will DIE! So meaning I need a job with an ever changing environment... Every event is different so meaning again that event management will give way for changing of environments often enough~~
Event's working hours are not constant... can be short hours can be long...depends if there is an event going on loo~~ I don't mind staying up so yeap~~
Stress~ I think I can work under stress quite ok~ Well...... again it depends on what stress but what job has no stress...
Ahhh!! I think i will stick to this choice~~ Unless I suddenly change my mind la~ ^^ hehe

Monday, October 5, 2009

Bliss~

YAHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
The good news is, EXAM IS OVER!! WAHOOOOO!!
The bad news is, it is only over till SPM starts...@_@ groan~
NEVER MIND! I shall enjoy my freedom while I still can.
At the moment, I'm still downloading my 25 episodes of Skip Beat! It has a superb manga so I really hope that the anime will also be as good... I saw on wikipedia that there is also a drama for it... Looking for it now~~~
The mangas I am now reading are..lets see...
-Skip Beat
- Witch Hunter
- Vampire Knight
-La Corda d'Oro
- Gakuen Alice
- 07 Ghost
- One Piece ( gonna restart )
-ETC...
Thanks Choon Wei for lending me the bookies~
- The whole set of ARTEMIS FOWL!
Seriously, for a sci fic book it is really nice... I mean, I totally hate sci fic cause it is so boring and blablabla but this book has a mixture of sci fic and fantasy which makes is SOOOO NICE!! I am gonna drown myself in all the mangas and bookies~!!!
Oh not to mention! CRYSTAL! Please remember to bring your hard drive to dance practice on fri or class on sat! Wanna watch Gossip Girls ( since everyone says it is nice ) and Heroes Season 3 and 4!! WHEEE~~~~
AH~ Bliss till SPM! Well, till 3 weeks before SPM?? Anywayz, will be participating in the 2nd Muar Rising Star Competition on the 15th Nov 09'... 3 days before SPM! hehe~ I bet ppl like Crystal, Jasmine, Shien Ni, and loads more are thinking that I'm crazy ^^~~~
Oh CRAP! Look at the time! Gotta go into the room now if I wanna start reading Artemis Fowl the 2nd book!! Okie! See ya. Will update tomorrow again I think.. ^^~~
Au Revoir~
xoxo
:+:Su_mEi :+:

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Smiles!!!

Oh Bloggie!! I MISS YOU!!! Haven't written for sooo sooo SOOO LONG!! Lotsa things have been happening so I have been pretty busy...

Trials are Finally OVER!!!
Its the start of the Raya Holidays! One of the things I Love bout M'sia is HOLIDAYS! Uhuh ^^ M'sia is like the country with the most holidays!! Don't know if it is a good thing or not but oh well ^^ Who complains bout holidays... except workaholics =.="...
Tomorrow I will be most likely going out with Mummy and Su Vian ( 1st sis ) to jalan-jalan at the mall ^-^ Can't wait... been like forever since I last went out 'jalaning' ^^ ~~~ It is kinda funny how I use to HATE shopping with my mum and sis cause they would stay in 1 shop forever!! The only shop I use to be ok with was the shoe shop ( though i still hated it.. ><* ) cause there were chairs! Oh the glorious chairs for me to sit on ^^ But now, I kinda like going shopping ^^ 1/2...erm... fine 3/4 because I get to buy things ^^ Nice clothes and nice shoes~~~ hehe~~
According to mummy, we will be going at bout 10 in the morning ^^ Then later I will be going out with che ( su vian ) and Mark ( her bf ) to some wizard's cafe or something to play boardgames for approximately 5-6 hours wor ^^ happy but I feel bad about leaving mummy alone at home... Papa will be working and I will be back only like after dinner so mummy will be home alone till papa comes back from work... Home alone can be nice but in the end it kinda sucks... Lonely... But it is even worse to bring her to the cafe cause well... U know... ^^
Lately, been feeling a widdle liddle bit down... my heart just kinda feels heavy and it is harder to smile... But HECK! Thats so not me so * slap face *.. Gotta keep smiling ^^ Gotta release more endorphines or was it adrenaline or wtv la ( hate bio!! ) I am sure by smiling I am gonna make my day a little better ^^ At least I hope so...........
AH!! WTV!! gonna enjoy my holiday to the max!!!!!
WOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!
:+:Su_mEi:+:
p.s. SORRY YEE LING! Wish i could go out with you tomorrow...hows next week?? =D
shen jian... this post has no colour man... can you read better now???

Monday, August 24, 2009

Dance report ( before competition )

Topic : 9th Crystal Dancesport Championship

Aim : To get top places in all events!!!!!!!!!!

Problem Statement : What placing will we achieve in all events???

Hypothesis : The more we ( partner & I ) practice, the higher the chances of getting top places in all events.

Variables : Manipulated : Hours of practice

Responding : Results in the competition

Constant : Presence of Partner & I

Apparatus & Materials : Clock, Confidence, Good posture, Body tone, Hand movement, Performance, Presentation, Costume, Make-up and accessories, Partner, Myself, Results sheet, Music, Studio, PA System... ( can't think of more )

Procedure:
1. Couple decides what time to meet up at the studio.
2. Couples than sets up the needed apparatus and materials for a practice session.
3. Couples use confidence, good posture, body tone in the dances.
4. Adding hand movement, performance and presentation.
5.Practice goes for more than an hour.
6. Steps 1-5 are repeated for a few days.
7. Couples meets on competition day.
8. Same apparatus and materials are used as stated previously, adding costume, make-up and accessories.
9. The results are than observed and recorded.

Results :
B. Waltz - ???
B. Quickstep - ???
B. Cha Cha Cha - ???
B. Samba - ???
B. Rumba - ???
B. Jive - ???

Conclusion : ........ ( we shall see.... )


~-~-~-~ End of report ~-~-~-~

Friday, August 7, 2009

My Bottle...



A bottle,
An object that lies deep within my soul;
A bottle,
My one and only hiding place.

A hiding place from Pain,
A hiding place from Sadness;
A hiding place from Grief,
A hiding place from the world.

A place to store my thoughts,
A place to store my feelings;
A place for me to cry,
A place for me to suffer in silence.

Day by day,
My bottle is filled;
With experiences one can't explain,
With the pain I want to keep away.

Smiles on the surface,
But wounds from within;
I live my life,
By keeping in.

But once in a while,
My bottle becomes full;
I start to choke,
I start to suffocate.

Sitting in silence,
I will close my eyes;
To whisper a prayer,
To empty my bottle.

A prayer filled with tears,
A prayer filled with hope;
A prayer to plead,
A prayer to ask.

My bottle becomes an empty vessel,
Waiting to be filled again;
I keep on repeating this scenario,
So that I can continue smiling on the surface.

So that my smiles will never fade,
And I will keep on walking in the light.

:+: Su_mEi :+:

Sunday, July 19, 2009

From within~

Simple steps I do to get INTO the music~

1. Turn neutral. Throw every worry, every fear away. Imagine you're in a place and there is only you and your partner.
2. Create a connection between the 2 of you using your eyes. Something like being in sync. The lady gives all her focus to the gentleman.
3. Relax and let the music beat from within you. Feel the music, the beat~~
4. Don't restrict your body. If you feel scared or worried about how you look and stuff, go back to step one again. ^^
5. Allow your body to move freely with the music.

p.s. The dance steps have to be programmed into your body already. Meaning without thinking your body will just remember how to move correctly. This helps when either one of the partners forget their steps and the other can rechoreograph and move their body to follow. Synchronization helps.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

First day at....Surabaya!!

Hi! Just came back from Surabaya, Indonesia like on Monday at about 1 something in the morning...YAWN... ^^ Went there for a dance competition ( as per usual ).. Had lotsa fun!! Here are some of the first day pictures ^^

Vini Vidi Vici Hotel^^



TRYING to look cool.. ^^~~

Edmund and I! I just LOVE Belman's PRADA shades!! ( p.s they are original )
Where to??
Middle oh the hotel! Cool right~~
Alex... watcha trying to do...
Maybelle..Alex and Muar ^^
Sexay See Wai!! and me ^^
Belman trying to be a spy?? ^^
Edmund and I! SQUEEEK!! I love the shades!!!
Alex and I ^^
Stanley and I ^^

CAUTION!! Pink hot chick!!!

Nice or naughty Gabby and i ^^~~~

Coco is so HOT!
Nice shot!!! Kenneth is seriously jumping!

PHEW!! too many to upload le~~~ You guys, if you want the photos please ask em from either me or Edmund cause seriously...way tooo many to upload slowly~~ will go craaazzzyy @_@

But these are some of em for the first day~~ Will upload more~~ HUGGIES!!

:+: Su_mEi :+: