Oh MY LORD!!!

I never knew so many people viewed my blog @_@"" just found the stats button on my dashboard!!! Thx people out there ^^~~ This blog will remain as my personal blog while the other blog i have started since yesterday will be my project blog ^^~~

INTRODUCING....


D@iLy Do!nG$... Simply-Sweet-and-Simple

Unlike this blog where I post my experiences ( though I rarely do it), this new blog will be my writings on personal opinions, giving personal advises, presenting to you must try cooking and baking recipes, book, music and movie reviews and many other daily doings ^^~~ So if you happen to be browsing through here, take a stop by http://simply-sweet-and-simple.blogspot.com ^^~~

Huggies and Kisses
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Super Mega Update!!

Heyz!! Been like forever since I last updated Bloggie..not good not good... cannot become like Tan Choon Wei ( never update his blog =P ).... Here is my 100 excuses why I haven't updated my blog....

1. Been busy with Unicol ( DUH )
2. Been busy practicing for and performing 180 The Musical.
3. Studying for finals.
4. Been having a rough time at unicol.
5. Just didn't have any inspiration to write.
6. Been playing a new online game.
7. Been only touching my Facebook Account.
8. Been thinking of another 92 more excuses for not updating my blog.
9. Still need 91 more.
10. OK I GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So here are the titles of my coming posts..... in other words...a preview of the future!! Isn't that awesome!!! HAHAHAHAhahahaaaaaaaa... ( fine i know this is lame..)

1. 180 The Musical performance ( How we got there and How we survived!!!! )

2. Behind the Mask, Beyond the 4 Walls.

3. A Memorable Service Experience

4. Mocktail presentation.

5. I have these words written on my face, " Don't worry, you can rely on me " 

6. Who is the new guy in town???

In actual fact, there are many more things I have to update you with, such as my sudden craze over wine knowledge, coffee knowledge too...my die die need to bake personality also XD and loads more.. but I'll just start with these 6 coming post... for those who haven't met in me a while and have not gotten any news from me, look out for my post on " Who is the new guy in town??? " *wink* you'll know why later.. till then..HUGGIES and KISSES!!
xoxo
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Smiling with a heavy heart...

Walking through the door,
I enter a whole new world;
A world with a different view,
A world with different people...

In the past, experiencing horror,
I hoped that this new world would just be different;
Sadly that will never be the case,
For this world is exactly like the other.

I think I have a magnet in me,
A magnet that attracts people;
But not just anyone,
I attract certain kind of people.

In school,
In dance;
In National Service,
And now my new world.

WHY OH WHY!!!!
WHY DO I ATTRACT THEM!!!
If I accidently say something they say another,
They make it look like I'm the bad guy.

I choose to be neutral,
I didn't want to be on either side;
But people mistake me and guess what,
I JUST TURN OUT TO BE THE BAD GUY AGAIN!!!

What do you want me to do,
Butter up both sides???!!!
Boths sides has pros and cons,
And you expect me to choose based on these??!!!

There's a song that says,
We can never get the best out of 2 worlds;
We can only choose 1!!
And I choose neither!!!

I'll stick to 'my world',
The world I created long ago in my mind;
The world where nothing is impossible,
The world that I wish I could live in.

Because this stupid magnet in me,
This magnet makes people misunderstand me!
Makes people hate me even when it is others that misunderstood me!!
WHEN IT IS NOT MY FREAKING FAULT!!!

So I'll live in this world for now,
Bottling up as I go along;
Smiling at YOU with a heavy heart,
Smiling just to act like I'm not hurt.

Acting stupid is the stupidest thing to do,
But there is nothing else I can do but 'smile',
I hope one day...one day...
You will see that it is not my fault.....I choose to be neutral........

Even though YOU broke my heart......


* A poem bout part of my life... exaggerated the anger maybe a widdle iddle bit but yet... ^^ *

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Fears of our weaknesses....

"SOME ( not all ) humans that live in the darkness of their weakness tend to remain there due to their lack of confidence or ignorance about how terrible their current situation is. However, when a supporting hand reaches out to them, trying to knock sense into them and pull them into light they just retreat back into their dark cave. They remain stubborn!!They think that remainding in darkness would not affect their future! WRONG!!! People, if we continue to think this way, then we will never master our weaknesses. We will NEVER come out and see the light! And when the future comes, I assure you, you will regret not taking up the challenge in the past to master your weaknesses. SO STEP UP!! Take up the challenge to master every weakness you can possibly master and you will not regret doing so."

I decided to start my bloggie again after such a long time~ ^^ and I just started it with a post I posted on facebook just a moment ago. It is about a serious matter that has just struck me hard and I thought I should give my opinions on it.

Weaknesses. Who doesn't have them? If you don't then 'WOW!!', you're probably the 1st perfect human to walk on Earth after Jesus. EVERYBODY has weaknesses, whether they know it or not. Being afraid of something is a weakness. Being unable to do something is a weakness. Being unable to perform something well is a weakness. And many more...

It is not the fact that we have weaknesses that struck me but how we react to it. We react to our strengths by showing them off and improving them. We tell people about our strengths but not our weaknesses. We try to forget about our weaknesses. We shun them. We ignore them. Or we just don't try hard to master them.

WHY??!! Why do we work so hard on our strengths yet don't even spend time to put extra effort to improve ( i not even saying master ) our weaknesses?? For example, if I am bad at writing, and when my teachers try to help me, I stay stubborn as a donkey and curse the teacher instead. Tell me, how will I ever improve in writing? If you tell me that just by ignoring the teacher I will improve then I don't see the reason for teachers to exist. Why do we not appreciate the help provided to us to help us improve in our weaknesses? These helpers ( whether teachers, friends, family..etc ) do not expect you to repay them at all. Free service. And who does not like free service? Why do we shun these people away... the people that are just trying their very best to knock sense into our thick skulls that weaknesses is not something negative.

WEAKNESSES is something we need and is something I would consider positve. If everyone was good at everything, then what is the point in life? We study to gain knowlege cause we don't own enough knowledge. We practice our sports cause we can never be 100% good in it. Everything we do in life is because of our weaknesses. Fine, a simple one. We cook or buy food because we are unable to produce food ourselves. Unless you rather starve than to take a little effort to get food.

If you can put effort into getting food for yourselves, or walking to the toilet just to pass motion, then why can't you use the same effort to improve your other weaknesses. Like lack in confidence, lack in certain skills, or lack in your personality too. It doesn't take much to work on our weaknesses. It takes only a heart with will to produce the desire and energy and enthusiasm to work on our weaknesses. If you lack in confidence, but have a strong will to be more confident, believe me, just the will in your heart can make a little difference but then again practice is needed. Nothing comes free. We don't get free oxygen too you know. We pay the trees for producing oxygen for us by giving them carbon dioxide.

The only thing I know that comes free, is the help and heart and love from the people around us. They are always there supporting you. Not judging you for how you look, or your background but who you are. Who God created you to be. These people are the ones who will give you a bonus boost to one day master your weaknesses. Your strength may be their weakness in return. So vice versa you can now help them in return for them helping you.

"SO STEP UP!! Take up the challenge to master every weakness you can possibly master and you will not regret doing so." Remember, a glass may be half empty, yet half full. How will you choose to see your weaknesses? How will you deal with them? Think before you answer.

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Deng deng deng DENG!!

Da 1st Day of UNICOL life!!!

( unicol stands more University College...sounds more pro than college maaaaa )

Got up today at an unbeliveble time... sigh... ok.. a very normal time for people to get up but not for me!! I HAVE and HAD enough of getting up early... for 3 months I had to get up at 4.30 in the morning everyday!! sickening right...so well, I had to get up and bla bla bla and left the house and bla bla bla and ate breakfast with my dad at bangsar... @_@ I knew I should not have ordered milo and eat porridge.. too filling and I soon felt sick...@_@...

My dad droped me at Brickfields where I took a monorail all the way Imbi which is right outside Berjaya Times Square so well, just outside my collge la! Went up to 11th floor, waiting for people to gather then we registered and took our student ID card... my picture is soooo ugly... they stretched the picture so my head is now long horizontally...MAGNIFICIENT I know.. i know.. Then I went to make payment of my semester fees, and lined up to get my bag and order my shirt... sorry no pictures... They has Pink, Blue, Gree ( with pink designs ) and Orange... so I took green since it is more unique than pink and blue and nicer than orange ^^

Next was to the lecture hall, where they spoke and introduced the lecturers and we had tea break ( Kenny Roggers sponsored free MUFFINS!! ) then we broke into groups and I am in Uruguey ^^ played some ice breaking games like the Ha Ha game ( will teach you next time.. quite boring and weird ), One Dot game and murderer... Lunch, I went with a group of girls to the food court, ate chicken rice and drank yougurt drink and went up and we had another game that needs us to run throughout the whole college on the 11th and 14th floor... was quite fun though my captain was well... quite lazy person so I was doing most of the job...We at least got RM 10 voucher for borders ^^

The fun part comes now... We were suppose to take an english test to see if we needed to take part in an extra english program... they called out a few peoples' names and mine was in the list..shocking I know... we were brought to a room with a few and I mean FEW chairs and table and alot of floor space... We were then told...." YOU ALL ARE EXEMPTED FROM TAKING THE ENGLISH TEST FOR YOU HAVE SHOWED GOOD RESULTS IN YOUR ENGLISH EXAMINATION IN WHATEVER LEVEL!!! WHOOOOOOOOO!!!!"

OH YEAH OH YEAH!! So I got to go home like 2 and a half hours earlier!! ENGLISH! I LOVE YOU!! MUAAAXXXX!!!!!!

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LAMANIN!!!!!

What on earth is Lamanin? Lamanin, L-a-m-a-n-i-n very simply, is a protein cell in your body that literally holds your skin, muscles, organs, and everything else in your body together, it is literally the glue of your body. Now you're thinking, so? What does that have do with how fearfully and wonderfully I am made? The incredible thing about this protein cell is the fact that it is shaped like a cross. Yes, it's true, the protein cell that holds you together is in the shape of a cross. God made you fearfully, you didn't come from some ape, God planned you carefully, and holds you together with the cross shaped protein, Lamanin!!

Amazing right... This was preached during youth using a video sermon on How Great is Our God!! I was just left speechless after it.... To imagine that this protein cell is the cell that holds every single itsy bitsy part of our body together... and it is shaped in the shape of the cross on which our Lord our God was crucified on.... i have no words....

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Countdown!!!

3 more days till I stop work!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!! Well, at least work was not so boring as the last few weeks~~ Got to do some sorting of books unlike the usual job of SITTING AT THE SHRINK WRAP MACHINES!!! Thank God for the magazine people who had to use the machines after my break!! *in heaven*

Hoping to be able to have private latin class on Thursday... and the following week I will go to Taiping for a 2 day trip to bring my grandma down... WHEEEEEEEE~~~~~ XD

CAN"T WAIT AT ALL!!!

HAPPY EASTER EVERYBODY!!!

TADA!! And the path is chosen....

MY FUTURE

DIPLOMA IN HOSPITALITY MANAGEMENT

A lil trip to my future???

( This may be a little trip but it hold a lot so it may be long.. but I assure you, you will not be bored )

YEAPS!! I went on a little trip today with my sister and mum to my future perhaps... or to be more precise a trip to where I maybe in the future ( college or more like university life ). Got up at bout 10 in the morning which is really nice since I get up bout 9.30 everyday... 1/2 an hour makes a BIG DIFFERENCE OK!! I just hate getting up in the morning...@_@... My mum had breakfast while my sis and I did not cause well... she just didn't buy any breakfast for us.. how nice right ^^...=.=... so got ready, bla bla bla, and bla bla bla and VRROOOMMM!! Off we go...................................................................................

Reached!!! Now.... Parking??? @_@ round round round the car park, driving while looking out, for a miserable parking lot, also cannot find HAIH!! ( row row row your boat tune please )... HALLELUJAH!!! PRAISE THE LORD FOR HIS MERCIES AND BLESSINGS UPON US!! Yeaps! we found a parking spot not too far from the escalators~~ Hmmmm ( staring at the floor directory )..

Mummy : Hmmm... mana ini college ah??

Everybody stare at the board...

Mei : 14th floor.

Vian : No la... 14 floor but section F...

Clicks on lift button...

Mei : ( stares at the board ) No laaaa... 14F means 14th floor la... the others also ma put 1F, 2F and others  ma... Oh...got girlfriend floor wan oh... GF floor wo... ooolala~~

DING...and up we go...

We stopped at almost every floor and we started at B2 so.. you can probably guess how long it took for us to get up there... And when we reached there... WAKAKAKA...T.T... the office was on the 11th floor...the 14th floor only had classrooms...down we go..T.T...

FINALLY we found the 'lobby' and met our speaker..erm..wait..wrong word...errr..the person that tells us all the stuff ok...Her name is Teh Ming Ming... reminds me of Nicole Tan from dance ^^...she told us bout how the this university started and other information bout the courses... OHH!! OMG!! I just remembered... I forgot to mention we are at Berjaya University =P...sorry my bad =D.... Mummy kept on asking questions which is not a bad thing at all unless you have 2 hungry daughters who are dying to eat... oh and the place is seriously like a hotel...it looks like a hotel, smells like one, sounds like one, has a feeling like one and well, i don't think I can taste a hotel but you get the idea...and it is cold too...VERY COLD!!!

After all the talking ( I loved the pattern painted on Ming Ming's nails...HEY! I was listening to what she said ok! ) she brought us on a little tour~ WHEEE!! The first placed I recognise was the Library... I don't know why but I just feel like reading all the books in there... Maybe it is a disease I caught while working in a book shop...oh well... from there she showed us the classrooms ( most classes I see have only 8 students at most! one classroom can fit max of 30 students ), meeting rooms ( for the events ppl to learn how to hold meetings ), ICT Labs, and a few more. The off to the tourism section which is more or less the same... the Cullinary side is on the 14th floor... and ooohh..the SMELL!!...the lady then poped the question... " Have you eaten lunch? " which by then my sister was having a headache and was more like a zombie walking around...

She asked us to have lunch there.. Yes... People from the cullinary side will serve lunch at the cafes there everyday ( today they are having final exams ) so we eat the food they cook. People from the hotel and corporates also go there to eat but mind you... it is fine dining for today... Let me introduce the menu for today sir/madame...

Bread and butter!! Not sure what the bread is called but DELICIOUS!! EXTREAMLY!!!

My Rockets Salad? Well, after I ate it at least... here is the description...

Thinly sliced pears and rocket lettuce, drizzled with sweet balsamic dressing, topped with parmesan cheese and toasted pine-nuts.... It is SCRUMPTIONS...for salad lovers ( NOT ME!! )

Chicken Involtini Au Vin Blanc

phew.. long name...ok..Succulent chicken rolled with dried appricots, flat parsley and bacon served on a bed of ratatouillie, accompanied with parsley potatoes and white wine sauce.... filling dish..ALL MEAT ON THE CHICKEN!

Finally dessert!! Citrus cheesecake...

Refreshing and delectable cheese cake, infused with orange, lime and ( something i can't read on the picture )served with citrus ( something something something ) and with chocolate butterfly.

Real nice if the serving was no so big... a bit jelak after eating too much...=P...

The rest of the day was just discussing the fees, buying a pair or jeans and slippers and going home in A BAD JAM!! Well, bad for my mum cuz well, she can't sleep while driving right?? ^^

OH OH!! And How to train your dragon is a GREAT SHOW!! The dragons are soooo cute...aaahhh.. I love dragons and dragonflies...aaaaaa ^^...

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p.s. This post was meant to be on the 31st of March but due to internet disconnection, the post is posted on the 1st of April...

Wishing upon a star~

A poem I wrote at camp~~ Enjoy.. ( click the picture to view )

1st January of 2010!!

Blessed New Year EVERYBODY!!!

May this year be a fruitful one!!

With the abundance of blessings from the Lord Almighty!!

May His hand guide us as we walk this rocky path of Life!!

May His angels protect us from all evil doings!!

May His grace fall upon us as we live our daily lives!!

May the fruits of the Spirit continue to grow in us!!

May we be salt and light to our people!!

May we honour, work and serve based on the 10 commandments!!

May we move towards the dream of a TRANSFORMED SOCIETY!!

Only 2 more days before I depart to Kuala Kubu Bharu for National Service! Excited but not excited.. ^^ quite neutral ^^ I will try to update my blog there... Maybe I can go to CyberCafe after church on Sundays when they bring us to town~ If not then you will hear from me when I come back on Chinese New Year!!

Last but not least...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOON WEI!!!!

May the Lord have wonderous plans for you this year!!

May it be a successful one as you step into college life!!

May He shower blessings upon every inch of your life~

May He guide you as you walk step by step into adulthood!!

Hope becoming a year older made you a year wiser! ^^ hehe ^^

BLESSED BIRTHDAY CHOON WEI!!

Huggies

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