Choices~

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I guess I have more or less decided la~~

I will most likely study Foundation in Arts at HELP Uni~

Followed by Mass Comm to do Event Management~

My criteria for my career ( in order of importance ) is like:-

Family - 30%

Pay - 27%

Changing Enironment - 20%

Ability to Travel - 9%

Working hours - 8%

Stress - 6%

The PROs of Event management would be :-

~> It is a new and growing course

~> There is an average amount of job available

~> The environment will always change depending on the event

~> A lot of travelling

~> Quite a good pay

~> etc

The CONs of Event management would be :-

~> Lack of time spent with family and friends

~> Large amountevents of stress during major

~> Not of 9-5 job

~> etc

To me family is really important so it kinda makes me wanna rethink about taking this course... Cause I wanna be with my family now and when I have my own family I would lagi wanna be with them... But I think that a lot of jobs out there are also lidat... And those people still manage to spend time with their family so I think that if I put enough effort to spend time with my family I would be able to be with them while taking up this career ^^

Plus, if I travel a lot I wouldn't be able to compete in dance cause I would always be not around and I can't have a partner... But on the other hand, to do well in dance we also need to gain knowledge from other places so I guess travelling will help with dance in a way ^^~~

Money is a big problem in life... I mean there is so many things I want to do like learn the flute and violin, do dancing as my career and lots more but $$$$$ needed... so instead of being down, I wanna earn as much money as I can so that when my children want to learn something I can support them all the way~~

Imagine working behind the desk everyday counting money, or typing on the computer, or talking to lab apparatus everyday.... I will DIE! So meaning I need a job with an ever changing environment... Every event is different so meaning again that event management will give way for changing of environments often enough~~

Event's working hours are not constant... can be short hours can be long...depends if there is an event going on loo~~ I don't mind staying up so yeap~~

Stress~ I think I can work under stress quite ok~ Well...... again it depends on what stress but what job has no stress...

Ahhh!! I think i will stick to this choice~~ Unless I suddenly change my mind la~ ^^ hehe

Bliss~

YAHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

The good news is, EXAM IS OVER!! WAHOOOOO!!

The bad news is, it is only over till SPM starts...@_@ groan~

NEVER MIND! I shall enjoy my freedom while I still can.

At the moment, I'm still downloading my 25 episodes of Skip Beat! It has a superb manga so I really hope that the anime will also be as good... I saw on wikipedia that there is also a drama for it... Looking for it now~~~

The mangas I am now reading are..lets see...

-Skip Beat

- Witch Hunter

- Vampire Knight

-La Corda d'Oro

- Gakuen Alice

- 07 Ghost

- One Piece ( gonna restart )

-ETC...

Thanks Choon Wei for lending me the bookies~

- The whole set of ARTEMIS FOWL!

Seriously, for a sci fic book it is really nice... I mean, I totally hate sci fic cause it is so boring and blablabla but this book has a mixture of sci fic and fantasy which makes is SOOOO NICE!! I am gonna drown myself in all the mangas and bookies~!!!

Oh not to mention! CRYSTAL! Please remember to bring your hard drive to dance practice on fri or class on sat! Wanna watch Gossip Girls ( since everyone says it is nice ) and Heroes Season 3 and 4!! WHEEE~~~~

AH~ Bliss till SPM! Well, till 3 weeks before SPM?? Anywayz, will be participating in the 2nd Muar Rising Star Competition on the 15th Nov 09'... 3 days before SPM! hehe~ I bet ppl like Crystal, Jasmine, Shien Ni, and loads more are thinking that I'm crazy ^^~~~

Oh CRAP! Look at the time! Gotta go into the room now if I wanna start reading Artemis Fowl the 2nd book!! Okie! See ya. Will update tomorrow again I think.. ^^~~

Au Revoir~

xoxo

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Smiles!!!

Oh Bloggie!! I MISS YOU!!! Haven't written for sooo sooo SOOO LONG!! Lotsa things have been happening so I have been pretty busy...

Trials are Finally OVER!!!

Its the start of the Raya Holidays! One of the things I Love bout M'sia is HOLIDAYS! Uhuh ^^ M'sia is like the country with the most holidays!! Don't know if it is a good thing or not but oh well ^^ Who complains bout holidays... except workaholics =.="...

Tomorrow I will be most likely going out with Mummy and Su Vian ( 1st sis ) to jalan-jalan at the mall ^-^ Can't wait... been like forever since I last went out 'jalaning' ^^ ~~~ It is kinda funny how I use to HATE shopping with my mum and sis cause they would stay in 1 shop forever!! The only shop I use to be ok with was the shoe shop ( though i still hated it.. ><* ) cause there were chairs! Oh the glorious chairs for me to sit on ^^ But now, I kinda like going shopping ^^ 1/2...erm... fine 3/4 because I get to buy things ^^ Nice clothes and nice shoes~~~ hehe~~

According to mummy, we will be going at bout 10 in the morning ^^ Then later I will be going out with che ( su vian ) and Mark ( her bf ) to some wizard's cafe or something to play boardgames for approximately 5-6 hours wor ^^ happy but I feel bad about leaving mummy alone at home... Papa will be working and I will be back only like after dinner so mummy will be home alone till papa comes back from work... Home alone can be nice but in the end it kinda sucks... Lonely... But it is even worse to bring her to the cafe cause well... U know... ^^

Lately, been feeling a widdle liddle bit down... my heart just kinda feels heavy and it is harder to smile... But HECK! Thats so not me so * slap face *.. Gotta keep smiling ^^ Gotta release more endorphines or was it adrenaline or wtv la ( hate bio!! ) I am sure by smiling I am gonna make my day a little better ^^ At least I hope so...........

AH!! WTV!! gonna enjoy my holiday to the max!!!!!

WOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!

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p.s. SORRY YEE LING! Wish i could go out with you tomorrow...hows next week?? =D

shen jian... this post has no colour man... can you read better now???

Dance report ( before competition )

Topic : 9th Crystal Dancesport Championship

Aim : To get top places in all events!!!!!!!!!!

Problem Statement : What placing will we achieve in all events???

Hypothesis : The more we ( partner & I ) practice, the higher the chances of getting top places in all events.

Variables : Manipulated : Hours of practice

Responding : Results in the competition

Constant : Presence of Partner & I

Apparatus & Materials : Clock, Confidence, Good posture, Body tone, Hand movement, Performance, Presentation, Costume, Make-up and accessories, Partner, Myself, Results sheet, Music, Studio, PA System... ( can't think of more )

Procedure:
1. Couple decides what time to meet up at the studio.
2. Couples than sets up the needed apparatus and materials for a practice session.
3. Couples use confidence, good posture, body tone in the dances.
4. Adding hand movement, performance and presentation.
5.Practice goes for more than an hour.
6. Steps 1-5 are repeated for a few days.
7. Couples meets on competition day.
8. Same apparatus and materials are used as stated previously, adding costume, make-up and accessories.
9. The results are than observed and recorded.

Results :
B. Waltz - ???
B. Quickstep - ???
B. Cha Cha Cha - ???
B. Samba - ???
B. Rumba - ???
B. Jive - ???

Conclusion : ........ ( we shall see.... )

~-~-~-~ End of report ~-~-~-~

My Bottle...

A bottle,
An object that lies deep within my soul;
A bottle,
My one and only hiding place.

A hiding place from Pain,
A hiding place from Sadness;
A hiding place from Grief,
A hiding place from the world.

A place to store my thoughts,
A place to store my feelings;
A place for me to cry,
A place for me to suffer in silence.

Day by day,
My bottle is filled;
With experiences one can't explain,
With the pain I want to keep away.

Smiles on the surface,
But wounds from within;
I live my life,
By keeping in.

But once in a while,
My bottle becomes full;
I start to choke,
I start to suffocate.

Sitting in silence,
I will close my eyes;
To whisper a prayer,
To empty my bottle.

A prayer filled with tears,
A prayer filled with hope;
A prayer to plead,
A prayer to ask.

My bottle becomes an empty vessel,
Waiting to be filled again;
I keep on repeating this scenario,
So that I can continue smiling on the surface.

So that my smiles will never fade,
And I will keep on walking in the light.

:+: Su_mEi :+: